[I received an electronic review copy of this book from Netgalley and Feiwel & Friends in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.]
Summary
Maggie’s mother calls it a “sabbatical.” Instead of starting her sophomore year at Carlton College, Maggie is going to live in western New York with her Aunt Wren. In some ways, it’s a welcome change of scenery. Maggie’s memories of Carlton are tainted by what happened – and by the reaction of the community when she accused their favorite football star and his friends. A change of scenery may be just what she needs.
Maggie falls into a routine at her aunt’s – time on the beach, reading, cleaning up around the house, avoiding any reminders of Carlton. That includes avoiding her phone, texts and emails. All too often they were nasty attacks and reminders of all she endured. Then she finds the email from a girl at Carlton. Jane says she’s gone through the same thing Maggie did. She’s looking for an empathetic ear and maybe some advice – things Maggie’s not sure she can offer. But when Jane goes silent, Maggie worries she might be in trouble, and she feels compelled to get involved after all.
Review
This is a very good story. But I didn’t like it. At first I was concerned that the assault flashbacks might be detailed and upsetting. While what is there could be triggering for survivors and some other readers, the author did a good job of giving just enough information to convey what happened and how Maggie is struggling. The story works without a lot of troubling details.
Maggie finds a small community where she lives with her aunt. She’s smack in the middle of the drama of another family. But those folks are also a safe place for Maggie to be herself and not have to hide her story. There’s also some major things going on between Maggie’s mom and her estranged sister, Wren. This layers some additional weight onto the themes of the book.
I was curious about how things were going to come together, so I kept reading where I might not have otherwise. There are several major threads weaving through the book – Maggie’s recovery, her connection with Jane, the things going on with Aunt Wren, and then the family drama with Wren’s neighbors. I wanted to know how things would play out. But there weren’t any characters I especially liked. This is a book full of broken people, just trying to get through the day as best they can. It’s a dark story in some ways – heavy themes, struggling people.
As I said, this is a good story. It’s well written and engaging. But it’s too dark for me. Other readers will be a better fit for this than I was. (Language, Trigger Warning for sexual assault/abuse)