REVIEW: Broken Strings by Eric Walters and Kathy Kacer

[I received an electronic review copy from Netgalley and Puffin in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.]

Summary


Shirli Berman longs to be a performer. She dances and sings AND acts. And for her 8th grade year she’s tried out for the school production of Fiddler on the Roof. She was hoping to get the part of Hodel and get to sing “Matchmaker, Matchmaker.” Instead, she will be playing Golde, Tevye’s wife – an old Jewish woman with no solo. It was hard not to be disappointed.

It’s been five months since the World Trade Center towers fell on 9/11. Some people thought it was too soon for something as festive as a musical. But eventually the school decided it would be part of “moving forward” from the tragedy. A way to heal and get back to some semblance of normal.

Shirli’s grandfather, who she calls Zayde, has some old clothes and furniture in his attic that Shirli thinks could be useful for the musical. But when she looks through everything, she also finds an old violin and a poster for a music group. And one of the little boys on the poster is Zayde.

When Shirli shows him what she found, Zayde becomes angry, saying those things shouldn’t be in the attic. They were supposed to be thrown away years ago. What happened in Zayde’s past, and why does he want to keep it secret?

Review


This is one of the best books I have read so far this year (and I’ve read over 270 books so far)!! What a delightful surprise this was. I loved all the typical parts – the rehearsals and preparation for the musical, and the sweet middle school romance that might blossom. But there’s so much more!

Since the story takes place in New Jersey in late winter and spring of 2002, the characters are still reeling from 9/11. And there are some powerful scenes with Muslim, Jewish and Hindu characters around the events of that day. The scenes are amazing on their own, but they also address how America struggles, still today, with Muslims and other “brown” people because of the terrorists who struck that day.

But the story truly shines in the ways it addresses Jewish history through the musical and also through Shirli’s family. I can’t tell you how many times I cried as Zayde opened up to Shirli about his past. I learned things about the Holocaust I’d never heard/read before. And the authors did a masterful job of ensuring those stories impacted more characters than just Shirli.

This is a phenomenal story – delightful characters, and moving scenes about family, music and friendship. It also addresses heavy topics like 9/11 and the Holocaust in ways that are honest while also being kid-friendly. I’ve noticed a trend lately from publishers to have books targeted to older middle grade readers – 10-14 year olds. These books have excellent storytelling and meaningful plots without engaging in some of the more mature teen behavior you might find in YA books for older readers. Broken Strings is one such book.

My only complaint about this book is something I hope was fixed in the final editing process. This takes place in a Jr. High School with 8th and 9th grade students, but the book frequently refers to the 9th graders as “seniors” instead of “freshmen.” It happens so often, I forgot that Shirli is supposed to be 14 instead of 16. Hopefully that is just a factor in my early review copy.

I cannot recommend this book highly enough. It would be an exceptional read aloud at school or at home, and would also be a fantastic choice for a book group. Don’t miss this one!

Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥+++

BONUS REVIEW: A Bittersweet Surprise by Cynthia Ellingsen

[I received an electronic review copy of this book from Netgalley and Lake Union Publishing in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.]

Summary


Emma’s father opened the Sweetery in Starlight Cove over 30 years ago. When he died, her step-mother Gillian used a management company to run it for awhile. But Emma works there now, prepping the chocolates every day, handling sales and supplies. At one time she had some ideas for changing or expanding the business, but Gillian wasn’t interested. Now, Gillian says she wants to sell the shop. And Emma is in no position to buy it.

Emma’s had some tough breaks in life. Her mother gave her up as a baby. When she was a kid, her dad died, and Gillian refused to raise her and left Emma with her grandmother instead. Her fiancé was killed ten years ago while being a Good Samaritan. And a decision to help an unreliable friend left Emma in a credit nightmare.

Helping others. That’s something Emma and her fiancé Joe had in common. Joe’s help sadly got him killed. Emma’s friends are concerned that her efforts to “save the world” could backfire on Emma, too. Like the stranger in town, living out of her car with her son. Emma gives her food, helps her find some work, and gives her a place to stay. That compulsion to help surely comes from the losses in her life. But Emma doesn’t always recognize the risks.

That helpful nature. though, also means others are willing to help Emma when she needs it. An unexpected discovery could give Emma a chance to buy the Sweetery from her step-mother. And her friends are ready to help her make connections and build a business plan. But when the rug is pulled out from under her, Emma is left wonder what her future holds.

Review


This was good! I felt for Emma; her helping thing felt very Enneagram 2-ish to me. So many of her circumstances were no fault of her own. She just had to live with the fall out. But all the things that converge in this story a) get her to do some self-evaluation and b) prompt her to deal with a couple of things that are in her power to influence. This was great.

Apparently this is the third book in the Starlight Cove series. (Book one is The Lighthouse Keeper, and book 2 is The Winemaker’s Secret.) While some of the characters from the first two books play a role in this one, this book completely stands on its own. I didn’t feel like I was missing anything starting with this book.

A few twists in this one, and some emotional ups and downs made for an engaging tale. There’s a LOT going on here. There’s the situation with the store, the situation with Emma’s step-mother, then there’s the woman and her son that Emma helps. Emma’s also responsible for the care of her elderly grandmother. Then there’s also a potential romance for Emma as well as her grief over her fiancé. On top of all of that there’s an art piece threaded through the whole story. There’s a lot here for readers to enjoy – and a lot of threads for the author to track. I never once felt like she didn’t have full control of her story, which is masterful.

If you enjoy a character-driven story with lots of moving pieces which never feel like “too much,” check out the Starlight Cove series and A Bittersweet Surprise in particular.

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: No Place Like Here by Christina June

Summary


Ashlynn has finished her junior year at boarding school – punishment for some trouble she got in the year before. But she’s followed the rules, and her grades have been top notch. Now she’s ready to go home for the summer and to convince her father to let her stay home for her senior year.

But in typical fashion, Ashlynn’s father has his own plan in place. He’s being arrested for tax evasion. He’s going to prison, and Ashlynn’s mom is going into treatment for depression. Ashlynn has to stay with her aunt and uncle and work at a retreat center for the summer. And in the fall, her dad tells her, she will be going back to boarding school. He leaves no room for discussion. And Ashlynn accepts her fate as she always does.

So Ashlynn heads to Sweetwater Overlook Retreat Center with a cousin she barely knows. She only hears from her parents through letters, approved phone calls from the prison or the treatment center, and occasional trips to see her father in person.  She’s working for a careless, disorganized boss who is only too happy to dump tasks on Ashlynn who never speaks up for herself. But maybe a summer at Sweetwater is just what Ashlynn needs for this season in her life.

Review


This was terrific! The author does an amazing job with the descriptions of Ashlynn’s life under her father’s thumb – his ultra critical voice in her ear, his high expectations, and his crippling demands. But the summer away – free in a way she hasn’t experienced even with a year of boarding school – really lets Ashlynn examine her life and her choices in a new way. This thread was my favorite part of the book!

The retreat center pieces and the relationships Ashlynn experiences there are a great context for all of the personal work Ashlynn is doing. I expected the conflict with her boss would be bigger and uglier, but this isn’t that sort of story. This is a look at Ashlynn’s personal journey. The rest is setting and context and support. And it really works well!

I loved the quotes Ashlynn uses for her own comfort, growth and encouragement. It’s a fun angle to the story. It’s a nice contrast for Ashlynn’s quest to find – and use – her own words and her own voice. Fantastic!! Don’t miss this one!

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: As Far as the Stars by Virginia Macgregor

Summary


Air is the responsible one. That’s why she’s assigned to wrangle her older brother, Blake, for their sister Jude’s wedding. She’s supposed to drive from their home in DC to Nashville, get Blake from the airport, and get him to the wedding festivities on time. Actually, she was even the person to book his flight in the first place. He completely spaced it, waking her in the middle of the night to say he needed her help. Air to the rescue – again.

Except Blake’s text as she’s on the road to Nashville says, “See you at Dulles.” Dulles?! So Air heads back to DC, back to Dulles. But Blake’s not there waiting for her. And the flight from London is late. The airline isn’t sure where it is.

Christopher is also waiting for the flight from London. His dad was on it. And now it’s missing. After helping Air with some car issues at the airport, she offers Christopher a ride. She’s going to Nashville, certain Blake was on that flight instead. Christopher is on his own until the airline can figure out what’s up with the plane. His estranged mother lives in Atlanta. They can keep each other company, and Air will get him as far as Tennessee so he can grab a bus for the rest of the way. So their road trip begins.

Review


This was engrossing right from the start. It was fascinating to watch these two teens, about to start their senior year, on their own negotiating a missing flight, family drama, and questions about life. I had a hard time putting this one down.

Air tells the story, so you only get things from her perspective. But she does a great job of drawing Christopher out so the reader gets to know him, too. The stops on their road trip hint at the knowledge that they believe the news on the flight isn’t going to be good. They are stalling.  And it makes sense considering the big picture for both teens. There’s a folded paper/art thread and an astronomy/eclipse thread that are unique and work well in the larger story about family.

I really enjoyed this! Great for readers who enjoy family stories and for those who like road trip tales. (Language)

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: The McAvoy Sisters Book of Secrets by Molly Fader

[I received an electronic review copy of this book from Netgalley and Graydon House in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.]

Summary


After all those years away, it only takes one phone call to pull Lindy back home.

It’s great timing. She’s temporarily homeless and jobless. And her mother needs her. Apparently she’s had a stroke – not that anyone told Lindy. And her mom’s also having memory issues – another surprise.

The cop who calls for her mom – and old high school… friend – tries to excuse Lindy’s sister, Delia, for not passing any of this news along. She’s been busy with the new baby – something else Lindy knows nothing about. Well, it has been 17 years since they last spoke.

But now Lindy is back. And Delia does have her hands full with the family business (that was supposed to go to Lindy), their mom, her rebellious teen and a newborn. So Lindy can step in, help out, carry some of the load. But her return to the family could dredge up a lot of old history the McAvoy women have swallowed and ignored for decades. Will their secrets survive Lindy’s return home?

Review


Wow, this was good. It took me awhile to warm up to Delia, but I clicked with Lindy and her mom and Delia’s teen daughter Brin quickly. Watching these four women dance around each other was fascinating. And while it was obvious the history and the secrets would be significant, the author held onto them for a good while, letting us get to know the women on their own. There are several excellent passages about secrets and dealing – or not dealing – with emotions. They felt therapeutic. If I was reading this for a book club, these would be the passages I would mark and want to talk about with a group.

Even before the secrets are told, the reader can see the role each person plays in the family – the buttons they push, the interpersonal patterns that have been at work for decades. But this isn’t a dry or navel-gazing sort of story. There’s activity and movement to keep you engaged while the emotional work is being done. It’s so well written – I really enjoyed this!

Discussion questions at the end make this great for book clubs. Don’t read the questions first in order to avoid spoilers. I will give a TRIGGER WARNING but won’t give details to avoid spoiling the story, but if you have sensitivities for what you read, go into this one with a pinch of caution. (Some language)

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: Hope and Other Punch Lines by Julie Buxbaum

Summary


For Abbi, it was her first birthday. She was celebrating at day care. She had a paper crown and a red balloon.

For the rest of the world, it was September 11, 2001.

Connie, Abbi’s favorite day care worker, carried her away from the World Trade Center. Someone caught a picture of them fleeing along with a handful of others as the first tower collapses. The photo goes viral. People have the photo framed in their homes or printed on clothes as a symbol of hope triumphing over evil. Everyone knows Abbi as “Baby Hope.”

Noah has been obsessed with the Baby Hope photo for years. But not because of Abbi. He goes to high school with her. But behind her, in the photo, is a guy in a University of Michigan hat and flannel shirt. A man who looks like Noah’s dad. While the story is that his dad died that day – while newborn Noah was in the hospital with a heart defect – the picture shows him – alive.

Review


This was everything I was hoping for when I first read the synopsis. Abbi and Noah are fabulous. They are my favorite sort of teens – honest, awkward, sincere, and sweet. Both carry the burden of 9/11, although in different ways. While for many people it’s remembered in a “where were you when” sort of way, 9/11 is a daily factor for these characters (and others in reality.).

The author weaves real factors from 9/11 into her fictional account, giving it extra weight. The stories characters tell about the aftermath – their gratitude, their grief – feel very real. And they are raw and heartbreaking at times. Yet the story as a whole maintains a hopeful tone. It’s really masterfully woven together.

Readers with personal ties to 9/11 could find this triggering for grief and/or trauma. Readers who are curious about 9/11 and the personal toll of the day and the aftermath will get a glimpse of that here. This is also a great story for anyone who loves teen romance, dual perspective storytelling or just terrific YA stories. Don’t miss this one!

Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: The Me I Used to Be by Jennifer Ryan

[I received an electronic review copy of this book from Netgalley and William Morrow Paperbacks in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.]

Summary


Four years ago, Evangeline was pulled over while hauling hay for the family ranch. She didn’t know there were stolen bottles of rare wine hidden in the hay. But after her arrest, she had some time to think and started putting the pieces together. It was clear someone she loved was moving the stolen wine. So she plead guilty and took the fall. And spent four years in prison for a crime she didn’t commit.

On her second attempt at parole, the arresting officer shows up to push through her application – her father has died and she’s needed at home. Overwhelmed with grief, she arrives home only to find her family turned against her. They blame her for everything – her father’s poor health, his drinking, his death, and the struggles at the ranch. Their anger lashes out at her over and over again. Her only hope for escape – because she certainly can’t tell them the truth – is to help the police take down the people ultimately responsible for the stolen wine – a crime that has continued for four years. If she helps, her record will be expunged and she’ll be free to take her prison-earned degree and set up a new life for herself – somewhere else.

Review


This was terrific! Part romance, part suspense, this is a family story while also being the story of Evangeline finding her place, her voice, and her “power” after everything she has been through.

When I think about the beginning of the novel from the perspective of the ending, I see how much Evangeline grows – how she settles into herself and her new life. She stands there and takes her family’s abuse early on. It was infuriating how awful they were to her, how hateful. And I felt that way even before I knew why she went to jail. I couldn’t sympathize with her because of the truth (yet), but I still knew their treatment of her was appalling. And Evangeline took every bit of it. She kept her head down and started working her plan to rebuild her life.

Once the truth comes out, the focus of the story shifts to the suspense. Who is really responsible for the crimes? How can Evangeline get to the truth so she can finally be free? And how can she keep herself safe while taking the bad guys down? I loved how all of this was handled.

Then Evangeline needs to deal with the fall out of everything that has happened. Her father’s will put her in charge of the future of the ranch. With her brothers pulling on her like she’s the rope in a tug of war, she has to decide who to listen to and how to proceed. And taking down the bad guys has repercussions, too. And the reader starts to wonder if there is any space in Evangeline’s life to get what SHE wants and needs – her business, her identity, and maybe even a relationship that gives her space to be herself and also feel seen and valued and loved.

This one is a home run! Don’t miss this – I highly recommend it! (Language, sex)

Rating: ♥♥♥♥½

REVIEW: This Is Home by Lisa Duffy

[I received an electronic review copy of this book from Netgalley and Atria Books in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.]

Summary


Libby and her dad, Bent, moved in with her aunts after her mom died. Lucy lives in one apartment. Aunt Desiree moved in with Lucy after she broke up with her boyfriend. Libby and Bent live in a second apartment. Then Bent helps Quinn move into the third apartment. Libby isn’t sure they should trust her; she could be a serial killer!

Quinn’s husband had been in the military with Bent. After two tours, John is physically home, but mentally and emotionally, the war has changed him. He insists he’s fine, but he’s drinking. And the PTSD makes him unconsciously violent at times. Now John has disappeared, and Quinn is on her own. She’s grateful to have a place to stay. But she thinks Bent knows more than he is saying about where John is and why he has disappeared.

Review


This was a good story while also being a poor fit for me as a reader. I like stories with a clearly defined goal – finish the quest, dethrone the usurper, find the killer, etc. I had a hard time figuring out what the goal was for this one. Was it about finding John? Or Quinn finding herself? Or Libby and Quinn becoming friends? I just wasn’t certain. In the end I decided it was less of a goal-oriented story and more of a snapshot of this season in life for these characters. I also struggled to put the prologue into the right place in the timeline, so that left me flipping back and forth in the book to be sure I didn’t miss something. In the end the timing all made sense.

It took me as long to warm up to the characters as it took them to warm up to each other.  Once they all started interacting more comfortably, I was on board. By the end, I was invested in Libby and Quinn specifically, although Quinn’s boss became a fun addition to the story as well.

Libby and Quinn face some complicated relationships with the men in their lives. I enjoyed watching them find a friend in one another. Quinn’s journey includes more self-reflection, self-discovery and growth, which I enjoyed.

If you like character-driven stories, check out This Is Home and get to know Libby and Quinn. (Language, sex, substance use, PTSD/war stories, LGBTQ+)

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: Finding Orion by John David Anderson

Summary


“Seriously?” I shouted, my voice carrying through the amphitheater. “This freakin’ family can’t even DIE normally.”

Rion (Orion) Kwirk has a unique family. His little sister’s favorite book is the dictionary. She has a better vocabulary than most adults. His older sister can quote Shakespeare and challenges him to sword fights. His mom is into astronomy and named all three kids after constellations. And his dad, a scientist by education, comes up with chemical formulas for jelly bean flavors. His latest – fried chicken – is stunningly accurate.

The Kwirk’s quirkiness hits new heights, though, when a singing clown shows up to tell them Rion’s grandfather, Frank, has died.

It’s obvious to Rion that his dad and grandfather had a strained relationship. They rarely visited his grandfather’s home or his dad’s hometown. When Papa Kwirk and his sister Gertie would ride into town on Papa’s motorcycle for the holidays, Rion’s parents seemed to brace themselves for the visit rather than look forward to it. Rion figures the funeral will be just as tense as those visits.

But Aunt Gertie informs the family that Papa Kwirk had very specific instructions for the celebration of his life. Rather than a funeral, they are having a “funneral” complete with food trucks and a marching band. And that’s just the beginning of the journey Rion and his family will undertake as they say goodbye to Frank.

Review


Absolute perfection! Rion is probably my favorite character from a John David Anderson novel so far. He’s bright – and hilarious – and awkward in all the best ways. He’s observant and a thinker – he notices things. And he feels out of step with his unusual family. Spending time with Rion was my favorite part of reading this book.

The rest of the characters are just as fun. The sibling dynamics are delightfully normal. There’s all the usual teasing, but there’s real care and understanding in there, too.

The story is wild. When was the last time you heard of a funeral with food trucks and a marching band? And the journey Rion and his family take after the “funneral” – the real journey of the book – is beautiful. When Rion hears from the people who knew Frank in his day-to-day life, he feels like he didn’t really know his grandfather at all. The journey they take is a chance for everyone in the family to know Frank better. It’s a rare chance at some degree of reconciliation for Rion’s dad even after Frank is gone. And it’s a bonding opportunity for Rion’s family. They will never be the same after this trip.

I can’t recommend this highly enough. It’s both funny and touching. It’s anchored by a fantastic point of view character. And the heart of the story is lovely. This was perfect!

Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥

REVIEW: If You’re Out There by Katy Loutzenhiser

Summary


Zan (Alexandra) and Priya are crushed about the move. California is a long way from Chicago. But Priya’s step-dad has a new job. These things happen. Sometimes they even happen the summer before senior year.

But when Pria goes completely silent, Zan is devastated. Priya won’t answer her calls, reply to texts, or respond to emails. Zan’s only connection is through Priya’s social media posts. She seems thrilled with her new life in California. Apparently she wants nothing from her old life in Chicago.

Logan is a new guy at school. Zan doesn’t know much about him. They were kind of thrown together in Spanish class. He’s the one who first notices that Priya’s online behavior seems weird. Up to that point, Zan’s been focused on her angry and hurt feelings. But Logan’s questions help Zan re-examine things. And she starts to think maybe something more is going on with Priya. Maybe Priya is trying to send a call for help.

Review


Amazing!! I had no business starting a book at 10:30 on a weeknight. But I was intrigued by this premise. And I adored Zan and Logan. Next thing I knew, I had finished the whole book. It was fantastic! If you like teen mystery/suspense stories, check this one out.

I loved the characters in this. Zan’s family is warm and caring – and complicated (divorced parents, mom’s girlfriend has just moved in) – like most families. Logan’s situation is even more complicated, and it’s slowly revealed as the novel unfolds. I don’t want to give anything away. I’ll just say I LOVED Logan!

Zan has a lovely community around her – friends, her family, the cop who taught her to box to deal with her anger after the divorce. And they all share Zan’s disappointment that Priya is blowing her off. But no one believes her that more is going on.

The story of Zan’s search for the truth was so satisfying! Her emotions felt spot on – hurt and anger at Priya, desperation for an explanation, her attempts at resignation and acceptance of her “new normal” without her best friend. The author did an amazing job in weaving the story together. It was absolutely fantastic!! Highly recommend – you don’t want to miss this one! (language)

Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥